Raruka

One more week and I'm done working here, I'm so tired right now that I don't know if I can work one more damn week. I hope I can start drawing as soon as I finish working, I'll have to see how much work we'll have at the hotel since I'll help my sister the next month.
I really wanted to draw this month but with everything that happened (when I did had time I was so tired and too stressed). A lot of things happened, I was offered a job in Germany, but I had to stay 3 years here and learn and get like 400 euro/month (even thought that's ok in Romania, here I can't do much with 400 euro) and the jerk wanted me to think about it in 2 days (because that's how you take decisions, from one day to another >.<) Even thought so many people told me that is a good opportunity I still don't want to stay that long in Germany so I refused. Of course my mom and all her family started to tell me that I was doing a big mistake and stuff like that (and the job wasn't that good either, from what I've heard 15-16 years old can do this job... so yeah)
Well that's all over, I have a lot of things I need to do next month so I'll still be a little slow but I'll try to finish as many commissions as soon as possible.

I'm really sorry I have to say this but I don't think I'll be able to finish the commissions pretty soon >.<
I have so little free time lately and is getting even worse >.< I'm also so stressed and tired and I can't wait to get back home.
I don't think it will get any better in the next month that I still have to work, I think I'll find that out next week (I really hope it won't get worse because I don't think I can take it)
I was talking to a friend while in PW (perfect world) and I started thinking that I need a game like SAO (Sword Art Online) or Second Life (from 1/2 Prince) so I can actually kill some mobs and release some stress lolz but I think I'll be ever worse than Prince and I'll scare everyone around me
Ohhh well, hope you guys won't hate me because of this, but there is nothing I can do. I only have free on weekends and I want to spend that time with my family, go out and relax a little so I can work for another week. I really don't want to quit now because I need the money and I'm not sure when I'll get a new job.
This reminds me about the horoscope for this year, all will be nice and stuff like that. I don't believe in things like this but I read it every year for fun, but this time they really got it wrong. It seems this year a lot of people are having a hard time. I just hope mine will end with this job. I really miss everyone back home, and my country.
Germany is nice, but if you want to work here or live here is not. I really tried my best but I'm getting tired of people looking really weird at me when I say something in my language, the closed stores on sunday (for someone that can only go out on weekends this really suck) everything is dub in german (even in cinema) so I can't really go and watch a movie and a lot of other things.

Is getting really tiring, and I didn't even get to rest that much on weekend either (well a lot of things happened and the students are really stupid ....)
Anyways I'll try to draw as soon as I have enough time (and maybe I'll breath too lolz)
Also I bought my ticket back home so I'll be back in Romania on October 29 (I can't wait, I'm getting tired of Germany and stupid people and a lot of different things and also I'll get back just in time for Niji) There is something else that I want to say but I'll wait until I'm sure that will happen lolz
Well I guess that's all for now, I'll try my best to finish at least one commission this week but that does not depend entirely on me. I'll have more free time starting October when I'll go help my sister with the hotel (or at least that's what I hope)